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Being triggered isn’t always a bad thing

No really I’m not kidding – being triggered can be a good thing. It’s the not reacting part that takes a bit of work. The urge to wrap your hands round someones throat can be overwhelming but you CAN move past it.

So why am I bringing this up?

In all honesty I’ve been triggered the past full week with all sorts of headf**kery and programmed bs. Due to having taken part in a webinar that really wasn’t the best thing for me in hindsight. The first part was great and semi-useful but the second half……

Lets just say it was a REALLY hard sell. Since then I’ve had tonnes of emails which I been ignoring but the programming went in.

I’ve been implementing all the new stuff for 2018 that I’ve been asked to sort out and these little mind worms have been undermining my progress.

“You can’t do this without help”………
“You don’t have formal training”………
“Do you need extra insurance and more outlays???”…………
“Are you really ready for this? Should you sign up and just do the course???”…….

You can see the pattern.

I finally twigged yesterday just what was going on. I wasn’t overly happy but rather than kick off I’ve gone in , removed it, blasted my energy system and started again.

Hit the re-set button

I had to go back to the original stage where I was asked to bring something forwards. What was it that resonated there and then? By going back to that I’ve re-set everything around it. To the point that I booked the first stage in this morning with no fuss, no drama and zero overthinking.

It was the overthinking that was driving me (and my poor friend who was getting my stupid panicked questions) absolutely demented. I was over thinking EVERY SINGLE DETAIL. It’s not a big thing. Its new for me but sure as hell not a big scary thing that my head was insisting it was.

It’s just a bit of planning. But because I’d let that programming in it was doing all the shouting, fretting and “look at it all I might miss something” bullshit thats been going on for me for almost a week.

Annoying – yes
Frustrating – yes
Going any further? Hell no, its been dealt with.

Like I said the trick is not reacting when you finally hear the penny drop. You really really want to react …..trust me its a human instinct to inflict what you’ve had back on the person who did it you you. But we know this achieves absolutely nothing in the long run so we stop, trace it back, release and dissolve back to source, reboot out energy and start again.

Intent not murder!

It doesn’t have to be a big complicated process it really can be made simple as its the intent you have that’s important.

But most important of all is if you do have a desire to react DON’T do it on social media. That old thing of once seen cannot be unseen.

Once triggered you can be a tad volatile

I saw something today that triggered me again. Now I know, or at least I hope, it wasn’t aimed at me and to be honest even if it was it doesn’t matter. What matters is the nerve it touched and the realisation that folk have absolutely no idea what others are going through at any given time.

To cast judgement based on one partial side of the story is pretty short sighted. There’s ALWAYS more going on than you can ever see visible.

Just remember to treat others how you would like to be treated yourself. That’s especially true on social media.

So if you get triggered get triggered. Just put in the work afterwards to get rid of whatever has come up for you to focus on for a while.

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That “Ah ha!” moment

We all have them. That flash of insight that makes you go “Ah ha!” well I had one yesterday.

“Well? What was it?”

I’m getting to it.

It was an odd one – I’ve been dealing with a lot of old patterning and beliefs stemming back to my teenage years – letting them go, clearing them and forgiving them.

This one kind of crept up on me. I was doing an oracle card reading for someone and has a flash of realisation that I’ve been hiding from my full potential doing these readings. I know that sounds all a little too cryptic doesn’t it.

“Just a tad”

I know!

So some background – in my late teens I was given a tarot deck – nothing fancy just a simple tarot deck and guidebook. I started to work with it and after a bit of time offered to try a few readings for my friends.

They started getting accurate…..very accurate. I’ll be honest I scared the bejesus out of myself and put them away never to be worked with again.

Hindsight is 20:20 vision

In hindsight I realise now I wasn’t in the space I am now to be able too understand what I was picking up on. So it put me off.

Fast forward quite a few years later and I was gifted an angel oracle deck – I had, obviously, some negative connotations around the word Tarot – so Oracle felt safer to someone really just starting out.

I found that I enjoyed working with them but only used them for myself – and after a few years for some other very close friends. You know the usual, drawing the cards and looking up in the book what it meant 🙂 nothing wrong with that, we all learn somehow.

Fast forwards a few more years and my collection of decks was a tad higher *ahem up in the 20’s* I was a bit more confident and decided on a whim I’d pop up a reading on my FB page.

“Sounds relatively straight forwards”

Yes, it may read like the in black and white but it took a MASSIVE amount of trust to do that. So many other people I knew and followed on FB did incredible readings and I felt a little out of my depth but I felt the fear and did it anyway.

“But you say don’t compare yourself to others”

I know – but this is simply to show you I’m still human and still get the wobbles and that’s ok.

So I did occasional readings or card pulls till I started to build up more confidence to keep doing them weekly. When I look back at the original ones I started with I see how far things have progressed but I’m jumping ahead of myself again.

So for a good 6-8 months I was doing my weekly readings – enjoying them , getting practice. And then I got asked if I could do a reading for another person. Eeeeeep!!!! Oh my god – someone wants me to read for them and pay me to do it???! PANIC, PANIC, PANIC…grab the brown paper bag she’s going to pass out!!!!!!!

I know it seems a bit funny now but at the time I just about sh*t myself – honestly!

Leap of faith

So I did it. And you know what? It went just fine. As of course it was always going to – I had no faith in myself.

Those of you who know my FB page know I do a weekly reading every Sunday and have done for what feels like ages – but I’ve noticed a step change in them. They aren’t light and fluffy – they can go in a very different direction to others that go up on the same day or they can almost echo the same sentiment. They are becoming more in depth – and I’m working with them intuitively. I’m sensing what comes through direct and not relying on the guidebooks.

 

My decks change every 6 month or so as my vibration changes. Which is perfect otherwise the energy would stagnate. So as soon as a deck hasn’t been worked with for a while I release it.

photo for card readings blog“So this “Ah ha!” moment you spoke of ????”

Yes – I realised that I have been self limiting myself HUGELY on my card readings I do for others.
I play it down, a lot.
I don’t advertise them as I assume there are others out there who can do much better than myself

And I caught myself at it yesterday – wait a minute! Seriously what was I doing?

I was listening to my teenage self without really knowing it. Bless her. Letting her fear take over and keep things suppressed.

I am just a channel for my team – truly.

These cards are simply another form of communication with them that I can translate in a visual manner – I’m a visual learner always have been. So I can interpret what I see and the patterns that come forwards. Or the words that flow when I type up the reading – trust me what I go to say and what I type can be veeeeeeeeery different.

Sometimes when I read them back I can’t believe I was quite that eloquent ….until I twig it wasn’t me. I’m at peace with that – I’m laughing as I type this thats’s how at peace with it I honestly am.

Now to be very precise I don’t work with Spirit – that’s a conscious choice I made several years ago.

I’m not a psychic medium nor do I have any pull towards that type of work.

What comes through in the readings is a direct link with Source via my team/higher self as a filtration system of sorts. Or a go-between.

“So this teenage self thing….”

We had a chat.
I told her it was ok to let go of the fear as it’s ok.
I have more understanding now than I did then and my discernment works in such a way its ok.
She let go 🙂

“So what happens now?”

We go with the flow and see where it ends up.

I’m being more open now that this is a form of work that I do and am HAPPY to do for others. It’s all about interpretation and thats why it’s by email only for now. I like to sense check I’m getting the right message before I pass them across.

So if you haven’t seen them please by all means have a look at my FB page for some examples and see if they resonate, or have a look here and see if anything feels right.

https://www.dragonascensiontherapies.co.uk/energy-work/oracle-card-readings/

No. More. Hiding.

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Words of wisdom during a solar flare

There are times when my team give me some cracking words of wisdom, even during a solar flare.

These came through last night while I was replying to a comment on a closed group.

Essentially as the energy last night was a bit irritated/raw/borderline angry I was advised to put out a wee heads-up to step back and let things play out and then die out.

The exact words that channelled through were:

“Leave well alone and let things die down. Don’t add fuel to a dying fire and then complain about running out of water ……”

Subtle huh?

Now I’m sensitive to solar flares more so than lunar energies or planetary movement. This is in part due to the fire energy it comes from – I’m working with a LOT of fire energy recently and a solar flare on top of that can be a tad…combustible. It can blast out a lot of what has been bubbling under the surface – like a volcanic eruption. Which I was VERY aware of on social media.

What folks tend to forget is that social media is a very accurate real time indication of what’s going on energetically…..and I do pay attention.

So there you have it a glimmer of wisdom after so much chaos.

Working with dragons etc can be like herding feral cats but every now and again one curls up in your lap purring and makes all the scratches and complete frustration worth it.

 

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Everyone gets the wobbles

It’s true everyone gets the wobbles from time to time. Mine reared their heads a few days ago when all of a sudden I started seeing other people on social media talking about what I’ve been talking about for a long time.

Normally I don’t compare myself to others – I stopped doing that years ago. But something bubbled up to the surface , some old held insecurities of:

“I’m not good enough”

“what do I know” and

“oh god others are saying the same things now, no-one will or needs to listen to me”.

Admittedly it took a little while for all this to calm down but I accepted what had come up and knew in my heart they were old fears only.

I don’t actually feel like that and I’m consciously honouring myself and what I do. The first scary step was realising and admitting I’d been seriously undercharging for several of my services by only charging for HALF of the time and energy I actually dedicate to them.

It’s not simply the time for the session itself – what about all the aftercare? Nope hadn’t been seeking the right energy exchange.

Whoops!

That’s what can happen when you’re a giver.

These are big spaces, take a hell of a lot of energy and work and take me a while to come back from. So I’ve rectified it , a few months later than it perhaps should have been but it’s done. And you know what I’m not panicking, it feels right.

So back to these wobbles – they help keep me grounded if you can believe it. My team will never allow me to inflate my perceived self-importance and by shaking my foundations every now and again it shows up anything that’s not quite right or could fall if shaken for a longer time….does that makes sense?

Unstable foundations means unstable platform……..or something along those lines.

It makes no difference if 1 or 10,000 people are saying the same thing the people who are meant to see or hear the message will do so through the channel thats right for them.

What I focussed on instead was how fantastic it was people were getting the same message at the same time to share. My doubts then calmed, and I was able to remove another layer of very deep seated fear and insecurities.

So when you get the wobbles don’t beat yourself up for it. It’s just another layer of clearing your energy and seeing how you deal with things you change.

We are still human – so breathe, take a moment to find your centre and then work through what pops up. You’ll feel better for it. I promise.

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