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Procrastination begone!

Well it’s beyond time. I’ve had preloved stock sitting for months. Waiting for me to get my act together.
And finally after MONTHS of deep, deep procrastination I’m starting to list them for sale in the web-shop.

Why the procrastination?

In all honesty I’m not that sure.
Which sounds a cop out.
But truly I haven’t been able to pinpoint this one.

Which suggests it may have been someone else’s intention for me to sit on my laurels. I get it, it happens.

That’s now been blasted out and I’m making good on my promise to list items here which aren’t on my FB sales group.

To give folk privacy to browse in peace.

A work in progress.

I’m not the most tech savvy person out there so this is a labour of love right now. But I’m doing t which is the main thing after all.

So if you fancy having a look at some preloved/second hand crystals looking for new homes head over to the web-shop and have a look. I have loads more to go up so check in every now and again.

It will feel a random mix but that’s the beauty of preloved crystals. You never know what you might find.

 

Have fun!

Photograph of the oracle card reading for 18th - 24th Feb 2019

Oracle card reading 18th – 24th Feb 2019

Photograph of the oracle card reading for 18th - 24th Feb 2019
Oracle card reading for 18th – 24th Feb 2019

 

**better late than never **

Mon 18th – Tue 19th : Dragon Guide

Now I always pay attention when dragon cards or references pop up in decks you don’t expect them in. This for me is one of two things : either it’s time to step up and really own your stuff, or they have your back for something.

It’s a strong card and it’s generally a link to self empowerment. That’s what they do – they teach you how to be you. They give you the tools you need to really get comfortable with who and what you are, how you express yourself and how to move forwards. So pay attention as they’ll only give you this so many times – if you choose to ignore the info/guidance they will step away.

They are not here to be “trained”, to act like big puppies, or to be commanded. Don’t kid yourself. Any of that and you will regret it. Be respectful of them and the lessons and you’ll get along fine.

So stepping up to be yourself. It can be hard at times to not take other people’s beliefs, opinions and words as gospel. Especially when they relate to yourself. But remember their perspective is THEIR perspective not YOUR truth. You can break free of this and express your own opinions, views etc and be heard. You don’t have to yell to do it. If you don’t appreciate others shoving their stuff down your throat then don’t do it to others. The second you respond in kind you simply repeat the cycle. Try a different way instead. It’ll make itself known. You can also deflect anything they send your way – you don’t have to accept it.

If it’s the latter and you need a bit of back up for something you need to do or say then you have it. Trust you’re being looked after and you will be. It may simply be a word or a look but it’s enough to get a ball rolling that’s been needing kicked for quite some time. Do it or don’t you have free will but the support you need is right in front of you.

 

Wed 20th – Thur 21st : The Grid

Interesting one as for me this is about the connection to all , not the separation from the collective.

I know some people like to detach from the collective energies and that’s fine. We are ALL part of that web and our actions impact on it.

When we detach we can unintentionally spread the vibration of separation rather than unity. Just to give you a different perspective to mull over or get your teeth into. No judgement as you have to do what’s best for you right now. Simply be aware of possible consequences to choices.

If you choose to stay connected and work with the collective energies you may start to pick up the threads of what stirs up and why. Of working back through the energies and helping to either anchor or release.

You may even start to see the bigger expansion of the interconnectedness of how far it actually stretches and how we can bring about positive impacts. but also become aware of how to distinguish between what is yours and what isn’t.

I ask you to sit with both sides of what I’ve written to see what it stirs up for you. You may even find the balance point between that works for you.

And remember what is right for one person isn’t necessarily right for everyone. If someone has a different viewpoint from you it doesn’t make them right or wrong – they may be connecting with a different aspect than you.

 

Fri 22nd – Sun 24th : Blossoming

Ok time for me to be blunt (why change the habit of a lifetime). You are expanding, you are shifting, you are opening up and bringing in your own powers and gifts.

Even. If. You. Don’t. Believe. Me.

Even if you say you’re coasting, you’re stuck, you aren’t moving ……you are. By questioning things, yourself etc you are acknowledging they exist and are real. That is all progression and forwards movement.

Keep going.

Start to trust in yourself for a change.
Trust everything is as it should be.
And it will be.

 

Summary:

Start of the week – step into who you are and go for it. You are you not someone else’s belief or expectation – that’s on them not you. It’s their task to manage their expeditions not yours. Speak up if you feel the need and know you can. Work with the dragon energies respectfully and they can guide you in this. Embrace your self empowerment and keep going.

Mid week – truly start to see the interconnectedness of all things and your place in amongst it. If you feel a need to detach then do so but be aware of the possible vibration of separation that can arise.

If you feel the need to really move into the collective energies then do so but be aware of learning to discern what is yours and what isn’t.

Find a balance.

End of the week – trust in yourself, the work you’re doing and that you are progressing. Even if you don’t feel it right now. It is happening , possibly on a level you aren’t fully aware of right now. But as you trust you allow flow. This is a stage of Blossoming which you may not fully see for a while. Doesn’t mean it isn’t happening.

 

Deck used:

Divine Guidance – Cheryl Lee Harnish

Oracle card reading 11th – 17th Feb 2019

Oracle card reading for 11th – 17th Feb 2019

 

Mon 11th – Tue 12th : The Dawn Watcher – Bells will ring

Ok folks this is a bit of a heads-up. To be aware of what’s happening around you and to pay attention to any cautions or low level warnings that come up right now.

Trust you are watched over and looked after by your team and they will step in when it’s needed.

You may already be aware of something on the edges of your awareness thats sitting out of frequency. Listen to your gut with this as the confirmations you need will be presented to you. I’ve already had mine last night/this morning so I know where it’s coming from, from whom and why. And I’ve seen it in triplicate which is the confirmation I ask for via my team. That’s fine, I’m aware.

Now is a time to sense check before you leap head first into anything as it may not be in your best interest.

This is also about staying on your path and not being distracted accidentally OR deliberately by others. We all work at our own speed.

Those who look as if they are stretching ahead leave them be you have no clue what they have gone through to get to that point. Those who feel like they are falling behind leave them be you have no clue what they are dealing with right now.

We all get our moments in the sun so allow others to shine when it’s their time.

I see quite a bit of people hitching rides on other coat-tails. It’s one of those things that can happen out of fear of missing out or fear of being left behind. There is no such thing it’s all an illusion so try and not fall for it. As ultimately it serves no-one.

Concentrate on you, your boundaries and your own path. Find your focus in the details.

 

Wed 13th – Thur 14th : Runes – Perception

Running hand in hand this one. This for me is about understanding and expanding your perceptions. Of appreciating people have other view points and have a right to be heard.

Try and not fall into any judgements with this one. Despite how hard it can be to fight against that programmed instinct and I have a feeling some of us may be pushed hard over this one this week. It may push something to the surface for you if you allow it.

Just because something works for you does not mean it works for the next person. It’s not supposed to. If someone offers a differing viewpoint you don’t agree with then fine agree to disagree and move on. It’s oh so easy to leap to the defensive or have a clever answer to things but in can spiral so fast out of nothing/nowhere.

Be respectful of others where you can, understand we all see things differently, but try and not be a doormat. You have a voice and it holds weight too.

Ensure your energetic boundaries are in place in your own space and all will be well.

 

Fri 15th – Sun 17th : The Butterfly Ferrets

Bit of a big week potentially with another shift in the offing for some of us.

When things seem to be coming apart at the seams, masks falling away, relationship/friendship shifts and potential challenges a change really is inevitable. See them for the gift they are to facilitate this.

This is your opportunity to re-write your path your way. Of saying if you want to be a butterfly winged ferret then you be a butterfly winged ferrets and to hell with what others think.

Let those wings unfurl gently and without any rush or urgency. Feel into this new energy and get comfortable with it before you try your first flight. It may be a bit shaky but that’s ok. It’s new and will get to become second nature soon enough.

Be thankful for what you went through for this ability to be reimagine yourself and move forwards.

Your life is your life and you do the best you can at any given moment. Remember that – it’s one of your greatest strengths even if others say differently.

Summary:

Start of the week – keep your head down and focussed on your own work/path right now. If you get an inner knowing or feeling that something isn’t quite right or is slightly off then take note. We get these confirmations and when we listen to them it can save a lot of heart ache later on. Steer clear of any drama or getting pulled into anyone else’s storm right now. By all means support them but you don’t have to carry them.

Mid week – be aware that everyone has different views and perceptions. And everyone has a voice that is worthy of being heard. If you don’t agree, then agree to disagree and move on try and not get conned into a fight for the sake of it. It’s not worth it. Keep your boundaries in check.

End of the week – this has the potential to be quite a strong week on several fronts and with that comes the possibility of a shift, or coming out from one. Do your thing, take your time and let the energy settle before trying to run with it. Things can be wobbly during/just after a shift so let it integrate fully. You’ll thank yourself later .

 

Decks used:

Oracle of the DragonFae – Lucy Cavendish
Divination of the Ancients – Barbara Meiklejohn-Free
Oracle of the Shapeshifters – Lucy Cavendish

Oracle card reading 4th – 10th Feb 2019

Mon 4th – Tue 5th : Ghost of the Pumpkin Patch

Interesting card as this ghostly little figure has popped up as a reminder that you have forgotten about something. A situation/person/situation that happened which was a blessing in disguise. But you have allowed it to pass by unacknowledged.

Take a moment to take stock of where you are and give thanks and gratitude for all you have. Both the good AND the not so good.

When you start to take stock you may have an epiphany of what it is you’ve missed either by accident or deliberately. Not sure what I mean? This is an example from yours truly : a job you felt forced or pressurised into leaving through horrendous ill health but actually was the best thing for you and the pressure has fallen away. It was never the right thing. I’m grateful to see this now and learn from it.

This is also a minder with the reference to the pumpkin patch on the card that this extends to harvest or a MISSED harvest. Where you either didn’t collect what was yours or someone else did…When perhaps they shouldn’t have.

It may be a call for some to start drawing debts owed to you. Not just in reference to money but to energy as well. Of pulling parts of yourself back. Of becoming whole once more.

You have worked hard to get to where you are so try and not allow others to take credit for your work, your words or your energy. You don’t have to jump up and down about it or fall into anger/fear simply acknowledge it. See what it’s showing you and continue to move forwards.

Give thanks for what you have and you send a very powerful message out to the Universe.

Wed 6th – Thur 7th : Attunement

This card really struck me when it popped up not so much the image, or the main title but the secondary title of “Attunement”.

For me this is about coming into alignment with yourself, your energy, and who you are or will be.

Of finding your strengths even if currently you have absolutely no idea what they may be.

By tuning into yourself and going deep you start to get little snippets of clarity. It may only be a fraction of a second but it’s enough.

You may have a strong sense of what ISN”T right for you which is pretty much the same thing. Go with what you reveal to yourself. You are finding your own balance – and it can take a bit of time so try and let it come to the surface without forcing it.

Yes I know it’s frustrating. But it’ll be worth it in hindsight.

If like me you’re feeling a bit blinkered then fair enough, carry on with everything else and in the quiet times the knowledge, remembering and information will come.

The balance is there just below the surface.

Pay attention to your gut feelings and instincts and where you find yourself guided – it reveals a hell of a lot more than you may realise.

Fri 8th – Sun 10th : Mermaid in a Koi pond

Flowing on from the earlier cards. This is another nod to finding who you are right now and into the near future.

Of embracing all your quirks that make you , well YOU. Everyone is unique but we forget that and try and force ourself into the accepted norm, people expectations etc and it can be exhausting.

So let yourself be free. Learn to understand what makes you tick, ignore peoples perceptions and opinions. They only relate to them not you. And I’m aware this can be a big ask. If it makes you feel shaky start small and build.

You will eventually get to the stage of not giving a monkeys what others think of you and your life. No, really. I’m proof of that if nothing else.

It’s time to grow into your “new” self, your new skin. Of shifting from the Koi to the Dragon (Chinese folklore that Koi are unformed dragons) . Of letting go of the fish pond you have outgrown and finding the new large body of water that calls to you.

Flow………

Summary:

A week of self development it feels like in all honesty.

Start of the week: give thanks and gratitude for all you have around you. But pay heed to any blessings in disguise you’ve had and have overlooked. It may be that reading this is enough to point you in the direction of where you need to focus.

Mid week : time to really discover what it is that makes you tick, what makes you YOU. What gives you balance. Use the quiet time to let the information flow – don’t force it just let it flow.

End of the week : time to start getting comfortable in your own skin. Of allowing your energy to expand. It’s safe to do so and in truth others opinions and perceptions will stand to fall away from you as you realise they aren’t yours. You are your own person with your own beliefs and perspectives – break free of the small pond you’ve placed yourself in as you’ve more than outgrown it ….you have bigger spaces to play in.

Decks used:

Oracle of Shadows & Light
Oracle of the Dragonfae
Oracle of the Shapshifters
all by Lucy Cavendish

Photograph of the cards pulled for the reading 28th January to 3rd February 2019.

Oracle card reading 28th Jan – 3rd Feb 2019

Photograph of the cards pulled for the reading 28th January to 3rd February 2019.

 

Mon 28th – Tue 29th : The Dragonfae Goddess Tiamet

Interesting card as the sub-title is “You are stronger than you think you are”. What I’m getting very clearly with this is one are you having self doubts. OR are you making excuses for yourself.

It’s a curious question as all too often we can doubt ourselves and write things off from a fear of failure or even a fear of success. Which is fine. We all have these doubts about certain aspects of our lives and can cause delays or a lengthening of a process/situation that could have been handled a bit quicker if we’d done what came up in the first instance.

This is a time to dig a bit deeper and ask where this fear or resistance is stemming from. And if its yours what you can do to move it on. Personal work like this is always worth it and when you look back you realise how far you’ve come.

When you tackle self doubt head on you can move mountains.

Excuses

As to the other well. This is a bit of tough love coming through from my team to whomever needs to read it (raises hand).
Even if you don’t have the whole picture or all the pieces it doesn’t mean you can’t work with what you DO have. Throwing your hands up in the air and saying “I can’t because of x,y,z “ will fall on deaf ears. Making excuses for inaction won’t cut it any longer.
(and yes part of this is aimed squarely at me)

If you can’t see or do something then keep working till you find it or find another way round it. If like myself you’re fully aware there are things going on just at the edges of your awareness doesn’t mean it’s time to coast or be lazy. It won’t just fall into your lap from thin air. Have a word with yourself and really look at your excuses and why you’re trundling them out.

Get off your arse and do something about it. Yes it may push you past your comfort zone but the things in life we grow from come from this exact point. If you continue to coast you won’t grow and that the excuse you make for yourself, and only you can address it.

Harsh but honest. Are you being the same with yourself?

Wed 30th – Thur 31st: Right Order

Ok following on from the boot up the proverbial above this is a minder that things happen as and when they are supposed to. There is a natural order to things.

Sometimes its utterly frustrating but does teach about patience…eventually. But with this patience can come a need or feeling to clear clutter. To make space. Either physically or energetically.

By physically doing the tasks you’ve been putting off (UK folks I’m talking about tax returns that are due to be submitted 31st Jan no more faffing unless you want a fine!), clearing out the room that’s been annoying you, sorting out paperwork and discarding what is no longer needed, donating unused items, letting go of things we no longer connect with ……this all creates space for what is coming in.

Energetically letting go of what’s no longer serving or holding us back creates space for what is integrating.

If you have an urge to clear out I say go for it. It’s creating space for something new.

Fri 1st – Sun 3rd : A time to say goodbye

And the last card really does tie in with the rear end kicking and nudge to de-clutter. That in doing so you WILL be able to let go of something. It may be painful for some and a huge relief for others.

It may even be you are closing the door on it for now and it may return in a different form when the time is right.

Try and not see it as something to be sad about (but if you do then honour your feelings as who am I to dictate otherwise ) Instead see it as simply the end of a cycle, the turn of the wheel, time for a new cycle to begin.

It’s an opportunity to really sense check where you are with things. Ultimately will letting go allow you to move forwards and grow? Most likely in some way if you really go into the depths of it. Change is the only constant in life and we get reminders of this all the time. We learn and grow for these and rise again like a Phoenix – work with this energy and these cycles.

Summary:

Potentially interesting week this one.

Start of the week – are you not doing something out of fear or are you just making excuses for inactivity? Dive deep, be brutally honest with yourself. Only you can challenge this and make the steps forwards no matter how many nudges or hints you get from others. This is your path so start walking it. Because you CAN. Even if you don’t believe it right now.

Mid week – if you have a deep urge to clear clutter, spring clean, or look deep into yourself the do it. By clearing space physically, emotionally or energetically you put a call out to the Universe that you are ready for something new. Something that is waiting to come in and can see the new shiny landing.

End of the week – time to let something come to the end of its cycle and let it go. It may be painful for you , it may give you a massive sense of relief. Whatever it is know you are able to bear it – and when you look back you will realise why it happened. By letting go new cycles can begin………

Decks used:

Oracle or the Dragonfae – Lucy Cavendish
Return of Spirit – Cheryl Lee Harnish
Oracle of the Shapeshifters – Lucy Cavendish

Energy workers don’t always have clarity

What on earth do you mean by “energy workers don’t always have clarity?” Surely that’s the one thing they do have?

For others yes, for ourselves not always.

Let me explain what I mean by this.

All too often I see messages from folk saying they feel lost or stuck and can’t see a way forwards. Or that they’ve had readings/guidance but can’t see it themselves. Or have lost contact with their team/guides.

Can I tell you a home truth? That happens to me too you know.

I have absolutely no clue what’s going on behind the scene, nor do I have clarity or focus for where I’m headed next.

“What??”

No really. I have had in this month 2 readings from people who I trust, who are able to read my energy. Both unbeknownst to each other have given very similar information they have seen in my energy and from my team direct. In a couple of instances almost word for word.

What have I seen for myself?
Absolutely nothing.
Nada.
Ziltch.
Sweet FA.

This is the rub for many energy/light workers. We get very clear glimpses into others energies and can be given all sorts of information to pass along. But when we look at ourselves it’s like radio silence. Well, it can be for me and it is right now.

“That must be frustrating”

Just a tad *said with a wry smile*.
But I’m trusting my team will sort it out. That I can shift whatever is blocking things and allow everything to flow once more.

My team have a habit of just dropping things seemingly out of the blue into my lap. With no warning. When in truth my Higher Self knows exactly what’s going on and leaves it till the last minute so I can’t bolt.

I’m known for procrastination and my team is fully aware of that. So last minute tends to be the way of things.
Or I open my mouth and something seemingly random pops out. Wee hint – it’s never random.

The moral of the story

Don’t stress it.

If others can see things for you and you get confirmation then fantastic.
If you can’t see it quite yet don’t worry.
You will when you need to.

Let it play out and trust it’ll be as it should. Because it will anyway.

Take it from one who knows, clarity comes with hindsight 

Photograph of oracle card reading for 21st to 27th January 2019

Oracle card reading 21st – 27th Jan 2019

Photograph of oracle card reading for 21st to 27th January 2019

 

Bit of a different oracle card reading this week as 3 cards fell out of one deck when I started to draw them. I’ve decided to go with them.

I’ve also been advised these cards are changeable through the week so I’m not reading them against specific days of the week. Simply as the potential during the week.

You may find them flitting about day to day.

* Illuminate *

Now it’s not lost on me the timing of this when I drew the card. As we come to the end on Monday of the 2 week long eclipse widow. Which opened at new moon and closes with a total solar eclipse on Full Moon. This hits the UK (where I’m based) at 5:17am which is the reason for it being talked about in this weeks reading.

This is a time to fully shine a light on all sorts of things that you’ve had hidden from you, have buried or have even hidden from yourself. Well, no more. This kind of energy makes it very hard for things to stay in the shadow. It’s being pulled to the surface to be seen, acknowledged and dealt with. Try not to bury your head in the sand over what comes up as you’ll only delay the inevitable.

Instead try facing it head on and seeing what comes up to either resolve, heal or cancel out. You have all the answers which will come out when you ask.

This is a time to look beyond the constructs you’ve placed around yourself, not those you feel have been places around you by others. I’m talking about the ones YOU’VE created for yourself.

Self doubt is a big thing and can make you dim your light almost to the point of snuffing it out.

Try a different tact with these powerful energies and ask your higher self, your heart, your gut, what you can do to help shine your own light.

To be seen. Be heard. Finding the value of your own voice.

You may be a bit surprised what you find out but go with it, rather than fighting or doubting it. This is a period of so much potential for abundance and manifestation. Use it wisely.

* Deeper Look *

This sits so beautifully with the first card as it back’s up the call to look beneath the surface.

To find the truth beneath the pretty surface picture.

It can be a daunting task to dig a bit more, to trust your intuition and know what’s being presented isn’t the whole of the situation. But you do have the skills to go sleuthing. Particularly into your own energy, mindset and belief system.

Take note of the smaller details – as they say the devil is in the details. You may even start following a trail of breadcrumbs from the smallest of things. Go with it. Follow the rabbit hole if it feels right for you.

Take the time.
Make the time.

By sense checking the foundations it makes you stronger in the long run. Yes you may need to tweak a few things along the way or change your “thinking” to “feeling”. But you’ll see the benefits quickly when you do.

Think of it as an extended form of self care if that sits with you more easily.

Be vigilant as your team/higher self/guardians may be giving you the signs and confirmations you’ve asked for. Stay focussed and you’ll “get” them.

* Resolution *

And now we have the reason for all this time looking at what makes you tick, whats going on around you. As you may just find that thing that’s been feeling out of place or out of alignment suddenly makes sense.

A feeling that the missing jigsaw piece has been hiding under the table the whole time where you couldn’t see it till you got the torch out and went searching.

So many people have been feeling out of sorts or just not quite “right” for want of a better phrase. In truth they’ve been experiencing various shifts which can leave you feeling slightly sea-sick.

This is a time of settling and evening out, of integrating where you are from where you’ve been. Of starting to see the bigger picture and where it all fits together. It’s not always smooth sailing and may bring emotive situations to a head. But you’ll see the sense in it all.

Let connections, energies and people drift away if it’s the right thing for you. You’ll know in your core if it is.

In time this brings a sense of peace, calm and purpose to you. Allow it space to come in.

You’ll thank yourself for it later.

Summary:

Interesting week of potential ups and down’s that may swap about day to day (r for some almost hour by hour) Harness the energy of full moon and the total solar eclipse which closes the 2 week eclipse window we’ve been in. They are big energies so work with them rather than against them.

The flow this week moves from throwing light on whats going on in and around you. Illuminating things so you can SEE them rather than ignore, hide or have someone obscure them from you.

To digging deeper into what you find presented to you. If it feels there’s more than meets the eye trust it. As you’re spot on. Go past the surface glamour and have a good look round to what you find is actually going on.

Finally flowing to a resolution of sorts. Of finding the missing piece or jarring frequency of what has been making things feel just not quite as they should be. Almost feeling a click as the pieces/story/energies fall properly onto place.

This week has a lot of potential if you choose to work with it. As always you have full free will. So do what’s right for you.

Deck used:

Divine Guidance – Cheryl Lee Harnish

Oracle card reading 14th – 20th Jan 2019

 

Mon 14th – Tue 15th : Chumara ~ Web of all life

It may be time for you to start looking at all your connections and the web you have and are continuing to weave around you. We throw tendrils and threads of connection out over the course of our life . Some remain stable and strong, others start to weaken and some may break.

Now is the time to really look and see where your connections are wobbly or have splintered. Can they be repaired or would it be best to dismantle them completely?

we and our vibrations change the people we surround ourselves with also start to change. Be truly honest with yourself – are you staying connected out of fear of disconnection, a misguided sense of loyalty or even ,dare I say it, laziness? Would it be better for you AND them to let the connection dissolve?

Stagnant energy is stagnant energy and this can apply between people as well. If you don’t stay in contact or communicate regularly then the connection does stagnant. By letting go with grace that stagnation can dissolve and the flow can restart – for all concerned.

Are you clinging on to old work colleagues, old school friends, social media connections that just aren’t the same any more? It’s a tough call but perhaps it’s time to look at those threads and break them loose.

This also starts to give you a view as to how you have changed over time. What and who once resonated have fallen away – and that’s ok. It’s a part of shifts and integrations.

As you let some go you will find new ones coming forwards who are likely to be more in alignment with who you are now, not who you were then.

Does that make sense? It will to those who need to hear it.

For some others it ay be an opportunity to look beyond yourself into the bigger picture. Of seeing the interconnectedness we share with the collective. And whether we like it or not we ARE a part of it. See that any small shift or change you make for yourself you make for the bigger collective group.

 

Wed 16th – Thur 17th : Aura ~ Observation

Interestingly this card popped out upside down so I’m going to translate it two ways – at least what the team are showing me.

For some this is a time to start seeing more deeply what’s actually going on around you – beyond what people say and do. Of sensing what’s NOT being said or done. Of trusting your gut sense and discernment.

It’s all too easy to witness the mask and take it as gospel – even the ones we wear ourselves.

Take time to step back rather than jumping in and observe for a bit. The hidden nuances do start to come up to the surface when you move back slightly. If someone appears to have your best interests at heart but in truth has their best interest at heart you’ll see mannerism or patterns pop up to confirm this for you.

For some others – and this was the card dealt upside down – you’ve been blinkered and can’t see the wood for the trees. It’s time to wake up and smell the coffee – so to speak. Time to stop kidding yourself.

Take off your own self imposed blinkers if you’ve been avoiding dealing with something as it may be too hard or too difficult. You have witnessed these in observation but have ignored or discounted them.

Stop it.
Listen to them instead – it’s important.

 

Fri 18th – Sun 20th : The Time Guardian ~You have time

This is a card we can all relate too.

How many of us say:

“I’m too busy”
“There aren’t enough hours in the day”
“wow things are speeding up”
“Is it the weekend yet”
“I wish it was Spring/Summer”

We all do it. Lament the excess or lack of perceived time and convince ourselves its true. It isn’t really – time is a human construct and we fall into it willingly. following patterns and clocks that can start to rule your life.

Whoa there.

This is a call to adapt back to natural time – of watching and noting the change of the seasons and flowing with them rather than against them Seeing the sunrise or sunset. Noting the phases of the moon and how it impacts your feelings. Of rediscovering your own natural ebb and flow.

Gift yourself a day with no clocks, watches , timers or devices and see how your day plays out instead when you take the restrictions off. Break from your routine and realise that you have as much time as you need. If it isn’t important can it wait? Rather than cramming it all into one space and adding stress to your system.

Ask yourself and your team for more time if you need it, or ask them how to fill any excess you have.

And observe the language you use and if you hear yourself wishing for more or less “time” ask yourself where this is stemming from. You may shock yourself with this one if you really dig into it.

Summary:

Start of the week : time to really look at your connections with others and decide if they are stable, can be repaired or would be better to let them go. Really sense into yourself to work out who you resonate with and who you’ve moved away from. It may be a painful process but the results do outweigh that over time.

Mid week – time to take the blinkers off and see what’s going on around you. Of observing behaviours, energies and mannerisms that reveal more than the mask conceals. Trust your gut and discernment as it’s showing you something important.

End of the week – cut yourself some slack and try a day or so without beig ruled by a clock/watch. Find your own patterns rather than the ones you’ve has dictated to you – as we all have. Let yourself feel and sense the seasons, the natural time and relax into it for a change.

Decks used:

Oracle of the Dragonfae – Lucy Cavendish
Divination of the Ancients – Barbara Meiklejohn-Free

Why I DON’T journal my journey

Writing a journal or diary is an interesting concept isn’t it. For many it’s a natural step in documenting all the shifts and changes. For others its bit of an alien concept.

I choose not to journal and for various deep seated reasons.

“Why are you bringing it up now?”

I’m on a course that a friend of mine is running. This is the third in a row of her’s I’ve done and something deep seated always pops up. Seemingly out of nowhere. But in truth it’s simply time for it to come up and be seen and then dealt with.

We were asked to look back at 2018. Sounds simple yes? In truth it’s a bit of a complicated one for me as I’m shown not to look backwards anymore but to stay in the present moment. I used to live permanently in the past reliving situations, conversations and it drained me. To the point of making myself ill.

“So where’s the correlation between looking at 2018 and not journalling?”

I’m getting to that. That’s the good stuff. The nitty gritty. The self work.The stuff when it drops makes me go “oh for f**ks sake! Is THAT what was going on the whole time???!!!

For a bit of background before I became self employed and turned my life into what it is today I was employed by a company for 16 years. 16 long years.

I had to keep a desk diary.

Not simply due to the volume of work – and believe me it was a huge list. But also because each year we had to run at the gamut of the annual appraisal. A hideous experience at the best of times . But, and here’s where it becomes not so pleasant. Each year it became more and more in-depth. To the point of being utterly ridiculous – which is not a term I use lightly.

What should have been a page or two at best would tun into a +10 page epistle FOR EACH EMPLOYEE. Simply as a tick box exercise. The hoops each person was made to jump through would put stress levels through the roof. People had to take them home to complete as they couldn’t carve out time in the office to do it. Even though technically you were supposed to be able to. I won’t go into specifics as they serve no purpose and are so ridiculous you would think I was making them up.

The not so nice underbelly

What I’ve realised over time is the sheer volume  of very clever controlling programming that was being placed into my energy. Of having to keep a meticulous diary AND work calendar to be able to justify every second of every day of employment. To an almost forensic level. Rather than being about to say I did the job I was employed to do. I had an overwhelming feeling of having to justify my existence there.

The fear programming was extensive and whilst I’ve broken the back of 90-ish % of it there are still little slivers that pop up.

When I left that employer, once I was well, I stopped planning every second of every day. I stopped keeping a diary as it linked back to that 16 year period of control and being turning into a drone. And now when I really delve into this one I see it extends back further than this.

I can see tendrils extending back to secondary school all the way back to an English lesson. And bear in mind the memory of a pre teen decided what it retains. My abiding memory after handing in some creative writing homework was the comment my teacher made.

She couldn’t read my writing as it was joined up.

Ok then.

So I stopped with the creative writing . Something I should point out I adored for a long time before that point. I used to have an idea that I was going to be an Author if I wasn’t going to be a Vet.

My only form of writing after that point was pen pal letters. Yes those did exist once upon a time. But I never did much more than that. I turned to science instead as it didn’t judge quite the same way. It had structure and rules I could learn and understand.

Finding my way back

You may find it odd for me to say I didn’t like to write given it is my communication medium of choice these days. But that’s due to extensive self work. Of breaking down the conditioning and programming. Of finding my voice and realising it has worth. That I have worth.

So whilst I may not journal in the traditional sense with pen on paper I have found my voice HERE. Of writing blogs, of writing on my business page on Facebook. THAT is how I record where I’ve been and what I’ve done. Yes I may delete some things after a time bit by being very public (which is no small thing but the way ) in these things I can’t hide from it.

Living in the now

Anything that comes up or has a pattern is brought to me front and centre by my team. If I don’t get it straight away they will repeat it , loudly, till I do. Then the work is done.

By focussing on the present I am more able to move forwards rather than stuck in the past. What has happened has happened I won’t allow it to colour what is to come.

So there you have it. Part of the reason I don’t currently journal. That may change in time. Never say never and all that. I’ll continue to work in the way that is in alignment with myself. If having a journal works for you then keep going,

We all have something that works. We just need to find it.

So my thanks to my friend for running the course for this to come up for me to dive into.

Ch, Ch, Ch, Chaaaaanges……..

Isn’t it funny that for ages you hear nothing from your team. Then “BAM!!!” Everything comes in at once? Or it feels like its does. And everything changes.

I have a few things to bring forwards.
Some I can launch here. Others will take a bit of time so I can understand the imagery they’ve popped direct into my head. Swines.

First up – The Crystal Cavern

I’ve been told by several people over the last year or so I should open up the Preloved Crystal Cavern for open days. Now I’m not doing this as it would be too much. But what I AM being allowed to do is open up the Cavern for individuals who are local/relatively local to me – by invitation only.

If you think this might be you and you’re curious to see the Preloved crystals and metaphysical items I have here looking for new caretakers. Then please contact me to discuss dates and times.

You’ll need at least a couple of hours. There’s a lot here and a lot not yet listed on the Preloved group on Facebook.

If there’s something in particular you’re looking for you can let me know when we chat.

 

To see inside the Preloved Crystal cavern plea get in touch to book an appointment.

Q&A sessions on Facebook groups.

I’m being really nudged by the team to start sharing information about the various energies I work with, and the work we do.

And to kick this off I’m opening up live video Q&A sessions on my Facebook groups.
Now I’m aware not everyone is on social media and many are taking step back. I totally understand this.

If the video(s) is(are) good, clear and fit for purpose I will share it/them here for you to access.

I’ve opened the first one for Dragon Energy in my Dragon & Dino Daft Group to get the ball rolling.

Depending on the questions asked and the answers given I may FINALLY be able to commit something to writing that can be shared. Watch this space

 

Live video Dragon Energy Q&A Session Facebook – Sunday 13th Jan 6pm

 

 

 Dino energy will be next. Depending on requests from my Energy Forum group I may be opening the doors up to wider subject matter. This is another wait and see moment for me – and depends what the team chuck in as well.

So much for the radio silence!

Be careful what you wish for folks, you might just get it………